Am I a humanist?

I only in oast years got properly explained politics. And, never could figure out what my "label" was. *Not that I am a fan of STUPID labels, humans are too complex to fit in judgmental labels 😒)

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THIS STUFF IS SIMPLFRIED AND NOT EXPLAINED IN DEPTH. I CAN'T GO IN DEPTH:

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I enjoy seeing people happy- even as a youth, I understood why people gave gifts. I just like people exprience genuine happiness. Even if I not close with some- EVEN DESPISE them; I can't help my to be happy when people are experiencing a happy moment in life, or enjoying eachother's company. Like playing together.

I understand that love means you put someone above yourself, and have done that multiple times before, myself.

I always focus on empathy and sympathy. Wheather its someone crying out for help, doing something questionable,  or my own relationships! I want to understand other's perspectives, and maybe understand why someone might feel the way they do or did what they did.

Even as a child I LOOOVED friendship stories. Doesn't matter who; I stay engaged when enjoying media about best friends ir complex relationships, and even try to write my own! I also always cheer for the friends, and feel sadness/disappoint when friends fight of stop being friends.

I genuinely get enraged when others are rude to others or get mistreated. Also inculdes those I don't like, and was presnt in my youth.

I think children are precious and desrve guidance and understanding. Even older ones!

I love studying langues and other human traits, like genetics.

I had felt the need to step in and help others I saw since I thought how they would feel or must be feeling.

I use to be an outrovert, but abuse, nelgect, isolation and truma made me probably more of a introvert, maybe? ANYWAYS, as a child I got along great with others and never was bothered by my classmates diffrences/quirks, or races, ect. And that carries over as an adult where I love meeting new people and getting to know them. And, hate how people on the internet treat subcultures, and wish all the different nations can one day just get exsist together in respect and even corporation!

Now...

If that was a hot take, THIS WILL PROBABLY BE CONTROVERSIAL:

I am a nature and animal lover; humans ARE animals, I see mankind's traits from that view; human homes are no different then hives, nests, or dams. So people should gave the right to have homes (regardless of how stupid I think some look)

Human should enjoy life's gifts; be allowed to go outside and enjoy it, socailize as a socail species, eat a diet of their kind: OMNIVORE. As omnivores YOU NEED both MEAT & VEGETATION, plus might be room for things like fungi such as yest and mushrooms. Animals who are omnivores are built for that, and you health needs that balance. I have nothing against Vegetarians or Vegans. I just hope people respect the life on both sides that fuel their bodies.

I just think people would be better of if they can have their basic needs met.

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HOWEVER:

I ask my question because I am worried my mind and what us normal or a goid relationship has been broken or obscured by my upbringing/environment.

Heard of that vocaloid song, "Ashite, Ashite"? That's THE MOST relatable vocaloid song- and possible song ever, for me. (Especially with Ado's version) But, just like the singer; I feel trapped by those who never will love nor respect me. And, so...

I wondering if I all this genuine. Do I really care?

Or is this all comprisation?

Why hate what is so kind and oftening only love? I just want to fill a void...

Maybe?

Eh, my raw emotions went away, and my PTSD or possible CPTSD gives me sevire memiry issues, so... Sorry if things got confusing at the end.

So.

AM I A HUMANIST?