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To be honest, there are moments when I wish I was incapable of having emotions , then I wouldn't feel the way I do. Simply expressed, I feel as though my life is crumbling. Almost every morning when I wake up, I feel almost angry—with a particular thing, or rather, at someone. Furthermore, this person is unaware of my emotions towards them. But every day, I am left with a huge sense of worthlessness, hopelessness, and sadness because of this particular person- quite literally from sunrise until darkness. What could be ironicer still? I tell this same person every single day that I love you. That is probably because I am holding onto something that may not be there anymore. That's something I'd rather not acknowledge, and every time the thought attempts to creep in, I fight the fact that it might be true. But is it really worth feeling this way? I sit alone in my thoughts a lot, and most people don't realize the extent to which my own mind tears me down.
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This sounds like you should get away from this person.
ReplyResentment is like swallowing poison and expecting the other person to die. This might be what's causing this feeling, hard to tell. In my humble experience, it's a daily struggle to forgive others for their flaws and trespasses, with consequences of course even if minor. I cringe at who I was many years ago, but forgiving others helped me realize how ugly I am. Best of luck.
Courtesy notice: the following includes a reference to a book that contains writings over 2000 years old which are mostly parables about human nature, both vile human nature as well as moral human nature, parables that are meant to teach us to learn and grow, including the teachings of Christ Jesus. No religion required, and better yet: no public displays of devotion required, although the former and latter are admirable if practiced freely out of one's own free will and without the threat of being beheaded. Some bullies will label this "trolling", so "change the channel" now if of no interest to you.
1 Thessalonians 5:11
Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.
Mark 12:28-31
And Christ Jesus said the 2 greatest commandments are:
Love God first and foremost.
Love your fellow-being as you love yourself.
From following or not following these, all good or evil cascades, respectively.
Love...that powerful, invisible, intangible force that cannot be denied; even atheists live and die by it.
Mary, Mother of Christ, intercede for us with your prayers, now, and always.
And after our worst deeds - never forget God forgives us when we repent through Christ Jesus.
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