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its not even some puberty shit i had back when i was 14, i think this time ill actually could do it. i havent felt good for like 2 years now and ending my life would give me some kind of satisfaction because i actually did something i wanted to do and show all these people who didnt believe me that my problems were serious and not just some shit to attract attention. if i look at it rational, me not being anymore wouldnt have any downsides except a few people maybe being shocked for a week or too. my parents wouldnt have to pay for everything anymore and use their energy for something else than being disappointed of me and my "friends" wouldnt be annoyed of me anymore. i mean, i kinda wanted to see jpegmafia or have a nice life live but i can go without it. ill probably write a few letters to people to tell them how i hated them and that they ruined my life and maybe one or two people to thank them that they actually tried to be nice. i might burn my headphones just so i really dont miss anything and dont stop myself. i already planned on killing myself a few years ago, but then i found a few friends who didnt make me quite happy but atleast gave my life a sense, but they all left (which was quite obvious from the beginning on). Anyways, i think ill jump from a building, the really large one in my city. i always liked the thought of flying so ill atleast make one of my wishes come true. this is probably my last post so goodbye internet you were the only good friend ive had in a long time.
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Replyhey. im actually quite happy that someone read this but im still going to do it ive made my final decision and i will kill myself in 3 days, im actually looking forward to it. thank you for pretending to care tho :)
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