More chatting nonsense

I'm here to express how heartbroken I am when chatting sometimes. Today, was something small, but I also wanted to talk about how the slightest thing can evoke so many feelings of thinking people hate me so much. They said to me "bro is trying to be different" and then the other guy made a rotund "no" to something I said, completely negating and invalidating my feelings. The biggest issue here is that I feel a very generalized feeling of people jumping like a herd against me, to indirectly or directly (whatever, it doesn't matter at this point) make me feel bad. I get that my feelings might be getting the best of me, but I do NOT like to leave issues unattended! That's like so bad for me... I need to know that everything is fine, and so I keep and kept chatting, and demanding for an apology and guess what... they didn't give me one. Fuck those two dudes, like literally they can go fuck themselves. And you know what? Is it because before saying what I had to say my mind doubted, or was it a premonition and I knew people were going to be shitty to me? I think it was a premonition! Because you know what? People are fucking pieces of shit. This is nothing... I'm aware, but I felt like putting this message out there as a reminder of how our fears, and probably righteous fears, make us feel... and how I don't really like to leave issues unattended... I just can't stand it. My mood is ruined and there's one more reason to hate this world and the people in it. Fuck those guys, fuck chatting, fuck my fears, fuck life sometimes... so sick of the bullshit, plus I am a pussy af and my emotions make me feel so insecure and I get butthurt for whatever. Take that as an example for the hate in the world, and how any person in the ENTIRE existence, when they stumble upon any chat, is so shitty and their mouth won't stop excreting mean words and nonsense. They made me do it too, I'm mostly kind but sometimes they make me be mean like them, but I'm always good to good people or people that are good to me. And no, no matter how I feel afterwards... I don't care if this post ages like milk... because my feelings were SO valid and I don't care what anybody tells me; well, I would care because I'm that much of a pussycat if someone or anyone says something bad about me. Again, fuck mean people and at this rate I'm not going to hope for things to change during MY lifetime... I just hope evolution does its thing and wipes all the mean genes or whatever is making people be mean out of existence; natural selection will do its work. Fucking chatting sucks sometimes... I just do it to escape loneliness and make funny shit up, and don't ever expect for people to break my heart the way they do. These people like popularity contests way too much, and they only fuck with people that they like or have registered usernames... an anonymous loser like me, without an account, will never gain their respect; that's why they recognized me today and called me out and said I was "trying to be different..." the fucking pieces of shit know, they got my number, and now I'm afraid to come speak on this forsaken ass chat, so where the hell do I go next if I have to escape loneliness? After all the shits they say and said, I thought there was at least a little sliver of hope in them, but no... it turns out they are fucking pieces of shit. I hate it THERE so fucking much. I hate chatting sometimes.