Holiday

Ok so I have been messing my whole sleep schedule.

I know I should not .

It's so bad that I want to talk to someone

I have friends but who? I don't know should I just say what I have been doing so?

I have been into the trap and now I'm really fed up .

Last six months my life has been upside down.

And all the credits goes to me I ain't blaming anyone.

But this sucks .

Too much.

I know it's bad what I'm doing.

But hey what could I do 😭.

I have been talking to strangers online of any age 😭😭 😔.

They are in need of sexting .

I don't know what shit I have been into .

Last six months I have the worst i could do and I'm fed up ..

I want something to focus on

To keep myself healthy.

Sleep schedule 😭😭...

Emotional done .

Stress of future.

And the other things.

Studies.

Competition

The travelling alone..

The anixety.

The depression

The shit people doing bad things

Literally harassing me .

I'm done .

It's almost a month.

I got holidays

And I have been in my house no where else

It's very bad ..

Im fed up of people.my own family.

The overthinking.

The whole shit.

Then this phone .

Whole days on this

I have like 8+ 10+ screen time.

😭😭😭😭.

🥺🥺 I'm not like this I want to talk to someone there's many things more that i didn't say it's that...it's ok thanks for reading this much.🥺🥺.