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My whole day is spent thinking about you, spiraling thoughts about what you will say, what I will reply, and repeating conversations in my head, hoping they will be perfect. When the time comes and you enter, I hold my breath. I pretend your presence doesn't affect me, and I behave normally, but inside it's a tornado of mixed emotions: excitement, fear, thrill, and rush. God, what is happening to me? Everybody vanishes when you speak. I hold on to every word of yours, even if I don't understand it. I pretend I'm following your dreams. I'm so enchanted by how you speak, your pauses, the way you take a breath, how you seem absent when you ponder something, and how you hide your laugh when others cannot match your humor.
I want to talk to you, I want to laugh with you, but I'm scared, too scared. scared is a small word; I'm terrified of what will happen when you realize I cannot match your intelligence, your humor, your intensity. You make me feel there is more to the world that I haven't seen, more to be known, more to explore. I want to see it with your eyes, hear it from your lips, feel it in your touch. I want to know what you think about me. Do you think I'm naive, childish, self-centered, arrogant, immature? These thoughts are eating me alive, yet still, I want to live in them.
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what if the other person is waiting for you to reach out first?
Replywho want's to reach, it was just a feeling, and i won't act on it
Reply"I want to see it with your eyes, hear it from your lips, feel it in your touch." You do know how much words can affect a person.
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