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today I went to a friend's house and all of my friends were there. My bestfriend (who's also my bf) was there too. I haven't seen him in a while cuz we live kinda far away from each other. anyway, what I'm trying to say is, I had a rly great time. But for some reason deep inside me feels guilty and anxious and keeps telling me that everyone hates me and that I'm never enough and keeps reminding me the parts of myself that isn't perfect like I randomly keep remembering all of my embarrassing moments or the times when I accidently be rude to someone. idk, something feels off. every time I become happy, I keep remembering that that happiness won't last forever. every single time I'm happy I instantly become depressed and stressed. i don't wanna feel that way. I wanna love myself but I can't. I don't wanna lose the people I love but I know that they won't let me go but deep down I have this feeling that I'll disappoint everyone. idk what I'm saying. I just needed to get this off of my chest. I want to tell my bf that I'm not fine and I know he'll be there for me but I can't tell him cuz he'll be sad cuz of me. I don't rly have anyone else to tell. I don't exactly know what's making me depressed so I was just saying the things I felt like saying. if anyone reads this thanks for listening
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Hey there , I have experienced the same but don't worry girl .we all are humans n we all had our good and bad phases in life .
Life is all about changes. & I think you must have changed the things you regret bout ...you can love yourself just see yourself the same way you see others the way you don't want them to go similarly keep yourself in the same place ...never let yourself be in a situation where you feel this much sad n negative bout yourself.
I think your boyfriend will more than happy to know bout your feeling n everything will be sorted out .I personally think he'll be more sad not to know this or if you told him later he'll more than sad that why didn't she tell me? She can't trust me? Or she thinks I can't understand her or can help her ? Cause as you sad he can ...I also think he will
Please don't hide n speak your heart out .
Be a lil more happy & Yes you can love yourself.
You can ,I believe you girl.
Love ,light &laughter,always!
ReplyI feel the same way. You can remember every bad thing you've done, and it just makes me depressed. Your not alone.
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