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I've quit social media for 4 years and I'm a senior in highschool.I failed to walked the stage in middle school;still passed,and decided to quit social media for my own being.In my transition to highschool I've got hit hard by depression,lost connection with many friends,wasn't myself,and stop connecting with my family.Freshman year I tried to push myself as hard as I could,was too ugly and self conscience to become myself.Also,I was kicked out of my group for being a too "awkward" .Sophomore year I tried too hard to fit in a group,and ended up just being lonely again.During that year I nearly thought about suicide,but knew that was never the resultJunior year was my revival year and found peace with myself to find at least like 60% of myself.I found a group of friends where we have little in common but we love each other for who we are.I prayed to god that year,thanking him for something going right.I also started losing weight to look right again(I'm a sports fanatic by the way;330 lbs--->250 lbs).As of right now where I stand,I'm not scared no more to be myself,but I fall to depression if I think of my old friends I cut off because I felt like I affected their life.My senior year,I actually think I found my legit first crush,but being me I kind of want to stand back a little.Should I go back to social media so I could reconnect with my friends or see if I could social manually?Should I just try to get to know this girl a little more,love her and her personality.First time on here :) thank you.
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