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I know to come here expressing feelings that probably last one day and having nothing interesting to say can be tiresome. I hate nighttime, right now I feel like I fell in a hole. It's about to be day... do you think I should try to keep a schedule? I feel like I get tired so easily and I like to sleep a lot, and some days I stay awake a lot (usually when something worries me.) I've been dying just trying to come up with things to do, and it's really annoying that I have nowhere to go most of the time. I want to scream or let it out but I barely got any force to do it. I'm not even that old, I haven't reach my 30s yet. I constantly feel awful about myself, and I think it might be because truly, sincerely I hate nighttime. I don't know what is going on or how to explain it. Am I the only one realizing we live in fairly primitive times where the rise of technology hasn't happened that long ago? It's true that we are many people, but at the same time, are there really that many people? I really want to put it into words differently, to not repeat myself every time... but I just feel lost. I know, damn, this guy (me) always has long rants to say... well, let me have it, ok? I know I could be like the cool people who write small posts that say more with less, but when I start writing I wanna let it all out, and I lose track of how much I write. I feel like nothing I said mattered; people gave me advice, and I can't do anything about it. I said many things that I can't even live up to, I might be a liar and a hypocrite. It's 8:07 a.m., and you know what that means... the sun is becoming visible. However, I think I'm just gonna leave it there. I feel like something is missing in my life, and I wish I could wrap my head around as to what it is.
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