our last moment

do you remember our last hours together? you worked the night shift, didn't get off till 6am so i waited for you to get home. you told me to go so i did, we both know i always went running when you called. i'll never forget those few hours we had, bc we both knew they would be our last. i'll always remember being in your arms in that moment, kissing your lips, and sharing words that were better left unsaid, all for the last time. i know we were unhealthy, you hurt me in a way no one ever has, and i know i hurt you too. but that night, i didn't want to remember any of it, only wanted to savor the feeling until it was gone, and now it is. its been a year and half since that day, and i still dream of you every single night.