Getting yourself in Shit holes

Be careful where you end up on the internet especially… people are trying to tell me it’s all my fault, and tell me I’m lying and now they wanna convince me that mental health is fake and it’s all fabricated… I want for karma to strike these individuals. Like who tf do they think they are to tell me all these things? Obvious ignoramus of course… I hate getting myself in shit holes like that, where I’m all of a sudden the object of laughter and harassment; and everyone thinks it’s great Ohhh let’s be shitty to this person online hihi haha well FUCK YOU. I don’t want this shit in my life… I just want a place to hang out with people. I wanna know the answer to so much misplaced hate… why are people like this? If it was only one person, cool… if it starts being two, fuck… if it’s three, four, etc. FUCK LIFE! Then you got the idiots always arguing about politics… What a fucked up fucking world! The worst part is that I have nothing to cope during the day and I would rather get myself in shit holes that I didn’t ask, want or deserve but if I wanted to interact with other people I kinda have to. I feel numb, and I’m tired of always seeking kindness from people that are absolutely nefarious mean characters that have no right whatsoever to gaslight me, threaten me, harass me like that and tell me mental health is just fabricated and fake! These are real issues and people kill themselves over this. And you know it’s true that mostly there’s negativity online! Don’t lie to me! Such bullshit man… I deserve better than this.