This is what it feels like to have one-sided crush

There was a guy that I coincidentally met on the way to my college. We were on the same bus. I just took a glance at him. And ignored him. And again coincidentally we met in the same rickshaw as it was the only transport to my college. I sensed he was looking at me. And I merely took a glance to see him. And he looked too good that I prayed he wasn't my junior and luckily he is my senior. Though the first conversation was super awkward and after that the conversation on the ride was nice though it was only formal talks. And after reaching the college the small walk we walked in same pace which was not so coincidence. But the excitement I had was like wow. And again coincidentally he studies in my block in the college and from that day there were many coincides that I daily pray to God just to see him. And DAMNNNNN He looks cuter day after day. I am dying daily just to see him. Just to take quick glance of him. And I am shamelessly staring at him just to take the glances of him in my mind. And today just for few minutes we were in close distance. I.e we were just washing our hands side by side. But the butterflies I felt was too good. I guess this is was it feels to have this one sided crush. Dying to see him even it was for second. Being near him even though it was for few seconds. He doesn't need to know this. I just feeling content just by seeing him. And I have a huge crush on him. I'm so in delulu.I'm so happy now. Hoping next day to see him again.