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God damn it, I swore I wouldn't come back here but ofc I'm back. It's getting bad again, I'm slowly removing myself from all my friendships, I'm getting into graffiti and tagging as an outlet, my family thinks I've been clean since Oct 30th,2023 but really it's only been since July 25th, 2024. I constantly feel like the people around me are ignoring me or are mad at me, I speak and I am not heard, I call out their names time and time again, only to get fucking side-eyed, like bru, just tell me you hate me cuz wtf 😒/hj
So much is going on too and its all just ugh. I wish I would just go to sleep and like go into hibernation or sum shit. And high school sucks bootyhole 😒 I feel like this rant is so stupid but its like, so many small things that its a big problem yk? anyways, story time?
On Saturday I was helping at a festival and ended up kissing my ex after trying to avoid him so mission failed successfully?? Actually he kissed me but wtv, But we aren't getting together again cuz he's kind of a hoe :^ and a senior and I'm a sophmore soooo, yea noooo. Anyways, I told my group of friends that I sit with at lunch and I asked my friend (who we will call J) if he told our other friend (who we will call K) or the 3rd friend (who will be M). J said no and I told him he could so he did and K goes, "You should get that checked out, that man is a whore". It pissed me off also it's not like he's a diseased sewer rat, and i'm perfectly fine, trust. Anyways, J was already being weird that morning and after I told him he just said he didn't care, and that kinda hurt my feelings and idek why, and now we haven't rlly been talking much :^
OH AND THIS BITCH (who we will call B) IS LIKE UP J's ASS ISTG< SHE IS SO UGH, we used to be friends but I stopped talking to her after she held my girlfriend's hand like all day just to piss me off, and dated my ex, and yea there's more but I don't wanna type all that shit. but she just pisses me off so much and she tried to be quirky and like different and shit, it's annoying as FUCK. Literally kms bru I hate her sm. And bro is a homie hopper :/
off topic but, actually idk, I'ma go listen to ICP and party in my room by myself <3 and maybe the ghosts if they wanna join lol
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