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I have finally accepted it, I will NEVER be a natural man because of my family. And all I can do is cry about it, there is no support for people who suffer from this where I live and all you get is ridiculed. So, I'll be 18 in a year. After that, ill live for another 12 years then kill myself. 30 is my time to go, and I have accepted that. Anything before that is "worth" living.
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ReplyGod im so sorry. I felt like this too at points. But there is so much more ahead of you other than where you came from. Family are everything if they are bloody good for you. If they aren't it really affects you. You have to stay humble. Set boundaries. Have faith. By 30 you'll be a natural. Stay strong even when strong was all ya been all along.
ReplyHello, I hope you receive this message well, but in those next 12 years you might find more to love, more to fight for and something that will make you come to think the world isn't just black and white but a rainbow of different emotions. Im 23 and im in a position where I can say I've stressed about everything and everything even while im typing this message. It doesn't always get better, to be honest it will get harder, but there is a unique beauty to working hard and making the most of your situations. Call it an optimistic point of view but realistically life is nothing like what we want out of it and we all have to live through it. As for your family im sorry if your home situation is tough, same for me, I was abused until 18, compared to my twin since I was born (been called the stupid twin) and the likes and now in a broken family. But it isn't the end, as you grow and mature you will realize why yo are the way you are and why your family acts like they do, if that is good or bad will depend but at the end of the day it's your decision to continue having your family in your life or not. You can always find your new family, they might not be blood but they can be an amazing found family. If you need any support or just someone to rant to please feel free to email me @ dresnan.castro13@gmail.com PS. Happy Birthday! For what its worth I hope you enjoy your day, a birthday is a celebration of you, not life, but the person you are. and no one should be more proud of you than yourself!
ReplySending hugs to what ever you are in situation right now. You are not alone, I know that's why there's a lot of people here. I suggest you plan and make goals, a bucket list to do. Find things you want to do before you reach 30. There so much to see in the world love. Keep fighting, for you are love by God and you are precious. God bless.
ReplyPlease don't do that. They aren't worth it. Just be proud of yourself. That's how dealt with my family not accepting me as myself. Trust me, you'll be fine. I promise.
ReplyHey there, I understand that family is not always the best people to have around. I learned that the hard way, making myself a path to be in their lives when all they would do is destroy it. I would cry myself to sleep wondering why was I so hard to love. Why was I so hard to even be liked. I'll be 18 in 2 months and I haven't cried about them in over a year. I learned that true family is the people that come into your life when you least expect it. Stop trying if they don't put their part. Life becomes easier when your not trying to be loved by those who are SUPPOSED to love you. Don't end your life because your miserable right now. I thank God for not taking my life when every night I would ask him to take me away from this disastrous world. I understand we all have a purpose and suffering happens more when you make it a thing. Forget them and focus on yourself. I wish you the best, and know that the storm always clears up.- Becca
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