Reading though posts

How I wish going through these novni posts that you wrote one of them for missing me , regretting your decision for leaving me ... but I know you won't take the time out of your day to do such thing for me , you have already started treating me like a friend , doesn't even text me on your own ...but I know it's for the best , it's best for me to get away from you ... from this week onwards I won't text you first either and truly hope you won't talk to me the way you did before ... and if I succeed in this then in next week I will get rid of our pictures , as you told me that to get over you , I should first delete those and I will do so..