Chat am i cooked🔥💀

So theres this guy I like. Ive known him for a long time and i haven seen him in a very long time. Just last year we met again in school because we had an event and coincidentally, we both volentered for it. Hes one grade higher and he engaged in the conversation first, asking whether it was me, recalling all the things he remembers abt me and all the other stuff like that. Anw, fast forward to the days after that, he tried to greet me and wave at me whenever he'd see me in the halls but i dont know why, I ignored him. I didnt want to, I just, did. Skipping to early February I started realising that I actually fell for him but im too fucking late now. He stopped greeting me and smiling, probably thinking I won't respond anyway but damn I've never felt thus desperate for someones attention. He's the reason I go TO school and I bet he doesn't even know abt it😭. Ever since he stopped greeting me, he'd only stare at me for way too fucking kong until he cant see me anymore. Like, when we see each other in the halls, he'd just stare at me until I fully pass by. One time he even copied my behavior and started glancong at me if I was looking at him. I don't know anymore. This is his last year as a junior high so this will be my last and final year whether id confess or not. I hope he talks to me again considering this is his last junior year. I hope we cross patas again and that I could finally tell him how I feel. . . .