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Ever since I was 8 years old, I have been forced to take medication for an attention-deficit disorder. I'm 17 years old now. Because of my ADD, I might not be able to drive later. I'm tired of my medication and I know I can learn to live without it, but the thing is my mother is still forcing me to take it. I have always been doing things for others, especially my mom, and I'm seriously tired of it. She forced me to go to the same school as my sister, she forced me to take a 2-years program so that I could go to university the same year my sister would, she forces me to take my medication (and just so you know, I've been taking three pills every day for 9 years straight). She even ruined my dream by forcing me to go to college in this useless program. I'm failing all my classes and she doesn't know it yet. I'm not happy and I'm tired af to do what she wants. And even if I've been following her rules for so long, she was never proud of me. She's always comparing me with my sister. My sister, I love her, but I sometimes wish she wouldn't exist. She's pretty, she's popular, she's actually studying to become a nurse, she's successful and she has good grades, she likes what she does, she's one of the best future nurses of the school, she doesn't have to take any kind of medication, she's studying hard... Me? I'm chubby and I personally think I'm ugly af, I'm not popular at all, I have one friend, I'm studying without even knowing what I'm gonna do after, I'm failing at school, I hate school, I don't want to go to school, I can't take it seriously. I'm tired of this sh*t. I want to do what I like. Even if I have almost no chance to succeed in what I want, this is the only thing I would be OK to fight for. I know I'm lazy and I'm not putting any effort right now, but that's because I was forced to be here. I'm willing to give up everything I have to succeed with my dream. I wouldn't mind to be poor, as long as I do what I like. This is what I was born to do and I believe in my dream. The problem is that I don't know how to get out of the mess I did and I don't know what to do to turn my dream into reality. That's why I need some advices...
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First thing is you should probably talk to mom about it. Obviously in a respectful way. Usually the medication thing is fairly easy to talk about and can probably come to some agreement on it. Even if it's saying "could we see how I do with out it for a while". College and all of that is definitely harder with parents because (depending where you live) you still are not 18. But if you have a realistic idea and plan for the future I am sure they would at least listen to you. Don't take all of this as fact it's just my suggestion since I went through a very similar scenario.
ReplyOMG IVE BEEN FORCED TO DO THAT SHIT TO SINCE I WAS LIKE 7 OR 8 BUT NOW IM 12 AND I FIGHT BACK AND IF HE ACTS LIKE A FUCKED UP JERK THAT WAS WHEN I CALLED COPS AND I LIVED WITH MY MOM IN HEAVEN.. if i dont make sense thats cause im pissed off from living in hell for years
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