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I always thought about it. Self harming never worked out. I couldn't bear the cuts on my wrists. I would always pound my head, things, chest with my fists, causing bruises. I would usually cry along with my self beatings. I attempted it once. I failed. No one knew about though. I took many pills, but ended up throwing it all up an hour later. I was very sick for the next week, but no one knew why. I'm purposely writing this for the sole purpose of facts. I want you all to know this time will be my second attempt. And it will be successful. You have no right to call me out when this is anonymous. People write here to let out their feeling or anything they want to write. My past life that led me to this want very good. My family is horrible. Some might think I'm over exaggerating, that I'm just be an attention whore. But you'll never understand. Because you have always had hat perfect life. Now stop being pricks and assholes and think in another's perspective. You'll learn more things about society. Bye.
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Don't try to attempt.. I tried as well when I was 15-17.. and now that I'm older I'm glad I didn't. I wasn't a very social person, I barley had friends... I had troubles at home, my mom was never there neither was my father, but i told myself I would do better just for that reason. Don't try to end your life because It's tough right now, things will get better. I give you my word on that. Just take a bath, hear some of your favorite songs (good or bad) and just cry it out, you'll probably take a nap because of how hard you're crying. You will find someone who will understand your flaws one day.
ReplyI know how that feels. Often want to do it too. I tried cutting and it helped calm me down and I tried pills but got sick later too. I'm tired of my toxic family and "freinds" as well. But I have one person that i can't help but be so grateful for. So idk if you're still here, but thanks. Thanks for making me feel like I'm not the only one? I mean the only one who feels like I'm faking. You never usually are happy after being depressed so I start to feel bad for having fun because I feel like I'm being overdramatic too. Well anyways, if u see this, just know I won't blame you to being overdramatic or an attention whore. And just know that whatever choice you make, I hope you feel free in the end. I value your courage? Or choice and so I hope for the best for you.
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