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6 years ago · 0
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I don't want to die, I just want to kill the person who I am... I want to be somebody else. People say you need to love yourself, but there isn't anything about me that I want to love. My name makes me feel sick, as soon as I touch or wear a piece of clothing it turns ugly. I have tried to change, I have done everything to get away from her (I say her because I don't identify with myself), its just impossible. If I was given a new identity and could remove everything that symbolises the person I am away from my life then I would find happiness, but its become apparent that I'm either her or not here.
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