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I feel lost. Because I've never felt this kind of love before and so when you're frustrated at my actions... or words... i break. I do my best to keep my composure... but when I finally can't hold it any longer and I break down... you think I'm playing the victim. Maybe I need a mirror... maybe I need to see myself the way I sound.. because when I speak to you... I don't hear the snappy tone that would set you to shut down. I need your help. When I come to you and tell you I need you to just touch me when you're upset... or shut down... just so I know the love you have for me is still there. My mom always told me not to ever with hold love.. and I always live by that moto... but you don't. You shut down. I know you love me. But I need to feel it. I don't wanna step so far behind the mirror where I can't see myself and lose you.., or push you. I realize I am my own person... and I should be able to control my emotions, I realize my age.., I know who I am. But I can't change the damage that's already done to me. I'm broken and I told you that from the start. 😪
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