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I feel like I literally have no one. The only person I would ever talk to was my best friend, but now they barely acknowledges my presence, and never really talks to me anymore. Eventually I was so scared to talk to them, that when they texted me, I almost had an heart attack. Then they asked if I wanted to hangout, it had been so long seen we had seen each other face to face. The whole time she just got on their phone, I don't even know why they wanted me there, to bring them company because no one else would hang out with them maybe? That's what it felt like. Weeks, no a month ago, I had told so them many personal things. Then I stopped because they started talking like they didn't care at all. Then they sent me a video and a whole long paragraph on how their life was way worse then mine, and to basically get over it. Yeah, becuase making me feel horrible for feeling the way I do because your life was way worse than mine absolutely helps me. they even said they don't believe that our friendship will last, because they have a life outside mine and our friendship was based on a roleplay. That's all they wanted to do when I got to their house, was roleplay. I was in the mood so I replied slowly and carelessly. They didn't get the message, all they said that I was a "cup of depresso". I already know how life is going to be when we go back to school. They will be basically the body, and I will be the shadow that follows and never speaks, like how it always is. I always wonder how they would act if I died. We were the best of friends, I felt like I could do anything with them (except be active)
Now, it feels like our friendship is a house and i'm the only one trying to build it. Maybe I should just give up and isolate myself, its not like it would matter, i'm already so lonely.
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hey bud
i think i know how you feel since i've always the extra in my group of friends mainly due to my quiet nature
i think you should stop accepting this treatment pupper
you should surround yourself by new positive people -even if it s hard to actually try and socialize maybe you coukd find someone with common interests or someone in the same situation loneliness can bring ppl together dont limit yourself to that same old group of friends you know
stay tough bud and try learning new stuff new skills new languages
ReplyThe reason for this is to talk I have been in such a position but me as the argent friend yet being you at the same time my x best friend would complain to me about her life and I listened I listened to the point where my ears could fall off bui then she started trying to get attention off others and started bitching about me to, she became an attention seeking xfriend, after I stopped being friends she started dating and cheating.i am the quietest person I know I hate talk to other and I rather be buried alive but I still carry on so should you. good luck my friend
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