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I cant seem to kill myself. Why can't I do it? Am I clinging to something that I don't want to let go of or am I just a coward? No matter how many times or how many ways I try it, I just can't. If I am clinging to something, if I do have something more I want from this life, then I should find it, hold onto it, and keep living. But no matter how hard I search my brain I can't seem to find an answer that tells me to stay. But then again if I am such a coward that I can't even do it by myself then is that telling me I shouldn't do it? I have heard of people who were in my place then got better through different methods. I've also heard of people who were in my place and it just got worse and worse from there. But I'm at the end the line here. I can't deal with it anymore. I'm tired. It hurts. Everything hurts. I just want it to end. My whole life has been this way and I've searched but found nothing to get help this pain. Help may have come for other people but it hasn't come for me.
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Don't kill yourself. Please don't. I get you can't find why you are staying in this life, but all that means is that it's gonna come to you. Tell someone about this. I care about you. Even though I can't see,hear,or touch you. If you kill yourself why were you living. Staying alive is about facing hard things in life. Death is just another way of saying im not strong. But please be strong. If you need help I'm here. Cause I don't want anyone saying this. It too hard to hear of bare. So please be strong for me atleast. I'm my world everyone matters even you. STAY POSITIVE!
ReplyHi there, found your post.
For starters, I once want to kill myself. I still do sometimes until now, but hey, I'm still alive and kicking. And I know the reason why you didn't kill yourself, it is a sign that you're not a quitter. It is a sign that you still love yourself and have hope that you can do better.
Admit that. I don't know exactly what you're going through but acknowledge that you still need you and you are fighting for the better you.Yes, life sometimes make jokes to us, not fun jokes. But hey, it is up to ourselves to interpret and react upon the bad jokes. I strongly believe, that live provides us with choices only us cn decide upon it.You say help doesn't come your way right? From my experience, I agree if help never visits me if all I do is just sit back and wait. For me, help must be seek; just like how you posted here. Good job. Be open minded towards help.
Once you do get help, it's not over there. It is up to you to work with 'help'. Help would be meaningless if the subject it visits wont even help themselves. And for that, I'm cheering.No, I'm not saying that it'll be easy. I'm saying that you have the rights and power to make your life better. Afterall, you only lost to life when you give up and not do anything about it.You deserve the best dude. Good luck in solving your problem one step at a time; I mean it, good luck.
ReplySame thing , i have the same thing in all you wrote .
I want to kill myself , but i can't . Why can't i just kill myself and go away from this shitty life ?
I don't know .
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