My Horrible Sleep Schedule

I think my sleep schedule has been so horrible because of what's going on in my head. I keep waking up at weird times, and waking up until 2 or 3 in the afternoon. It's quite sad really. I hope this will all change when I go back to college.

I also have this fear that my irregular sleeping patterns is due to a serious illness that will kill me soon. I think it's breast cancer, but I think that's just me being a hypochondriac again. I thought I got rid of it, but I'm still always getting pulled back in to the world of illnesses. My only sanctuary is the doctors office. I also hope that my anxiety doesn't return. I've been doing such a good job lately of staying calm, and I really don't want it to end.

I'm going to work until I can no longer think of anything else. I have to ignore this for the sake of me and my families sanity. I can't freak out like I used to again. I can't.