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I honestly wish I could forget you, but that surprised face and cute smile never seems to fade, not even a little. We didn't even have a romantic relationship... we'd just freely talk everyday from good morning to goodnight. You were funny, crazy, weird, intoxicating, and I never felt so free and comfortable. Everything I felt when I talked to you, honestly... it was all new and exciting. People would probably laugh at me if I told them how we met, but secretly be jealous. I caught the eye of the famed young guitarist who was fawned over by all the cougars and we started talking through Facebook. You'd tell me about your day and I'd tell you about mine, you'd tell me exciting upcoming things in your life that you weren't suppose to tell anyone... people might say that you're a ladies man and that everything between us was possibly a lie, but I know for a fact that your cute surprised face at that one concert I went to was in fact authentic. I'm sorry I left early and didn't say hi earlier, but I still wear your guitar pick around my neck and I still laugh when I remember how you kept trying to come to the other side of the stage to show off in front of me, but your band mates kept blocking you. I honestly miss our talks. I'm trying to move on and I want to say that I'm doing fine... you just won't leave my mind though. I'm dying inside, I like this new guy a lot, but it's a different feeling with you. Sometimes I can't even bare to look at this other guy because I feel so bad, and these thoughts always run through me: what if I really can't forget you? I need more time... don't I? I thought 4 months would be enough, I obviously didn't know how much I fell and we still text each other. Perhaps it's time to cut myself out of your life and to finally disappear.
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