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Hey Angie, I know you're going through a rough time right now with everything. Your daughter just going back to school and with her extra needs I know it is tough for you to handle as a single mom and with all the hours you work to just stay afloat I realize that a relationship wouldn't be the easiest of things to manage right now. I've tried a handful of times over the past few months to set up a few dates with only a few extremely short get together's being all that have come from my attempts... without a real "date" to speak of.
I'm not sure if your just not ready for a relationship right now as you did just break up with your ex earlier this year... I think Aprilish if memory serves me right... or if there's something more to the situation that I don't know of... or if you've already "friendzoned" me etc I've intentionally been keeping the texting outside of setting something up to a minimum and initiating any text to a minimum to stay away from that friendzone situation from happening because I really don't want to think of you as just a friend and if you were to say that to me then I would have to break things off with you and say that I am not looking for just friendship from you as I would like to see if theirs something more... with that I would tell you that if you change your mind you are more than welcome to get into contact with me and then that would be it on my side... I'd walk away. Sure it would hurt but I am not going to settle for being just friends with you and then always in the back of my mind think well maybe maybe maybe etc. that would be unhealthy and thats not what I want... and I have to go after what I want so... here we are...
(Just to narrow it down as to who I am in case you do read this)
you recently about 2 1/2 months ago came looking for me by asking a few people I know for my number.
I still remember our first conversation we had way back in high school when you first transferred over. Homeroom class... you sat right next to me and I said" so where'd you move here from?" (I know I was a veritable Romeo) :P
I know both of our lives have gone though a lot since high school oh so many years back now... early 2000's
I must admit I was a little leery... well maybe guarded would be a better term... when you first contacted me because of our past and I wasn't really sure of anything... but sitting here now I'm open to the idea of seeing what might happen.
Your daughter means everything to you and I know because of her situation in life its not easy on you and I am willing to accept everything that will come with that... the good times and the inevitable bad... She is your number one priority and I would never do anything to jeopardize that
I think you are a really great woman that deserves to find some happiness in your life. Your laugh is contagious, your glow about you when I remember you being happy and smiling was just amazing... I wish I was able to brighten your days up some but it is near impossible to do without actually seeing you in person, and I don't want to fall into some sort of just friends situation by only communicating through texts. Even just a simple afternoon walk in a park or something light like going for a coffee (or ice cream ) (inside joke) and then whatever happens naturally from there is fine... just to see what might happen. I'm not expecting anything either... if theirs a spark that happens between us then great! if not that's alright but to not even have a chance to see would be a real shame I think...
I hope you're sleeping well right now as I write this as I know your going to be working tomorrow early in the am until 8pm. Unfortunately Insomnia is beating me up right now so I'm wide awake when I should be counting sheep...
If you do end up finding this Angie, just know that I don't have any hidden agendas or anything when it comes to you or your daughter. I just want to see if there's a chance at something more, and to see that smile again.
Goodnight Sweetheart.
I.
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That's real nice of you to be so honest and open like that. To know what you want, and to honor your own feelings in the situations is definitely important. I hope that she will see this, or perhaps, you can talk to her too about it. I hope it works out.
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