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7 years ago · 1
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this is my first post. i am gonna share something very deep. when i was a teen, my parents abandoned me so i lived with my cousin who was a drug addict and we would party everyday, i dropped out of high school, and joined her. then at one party, i like a guy and i was being stupid but anyway, long story short, i got pregnant.
i found out two months after, and i was very scared because i was doing all these drugs. heavy drugs. like cocaine. so i had no choice, i knew, but to abort. i had no job, no boyfriend, and my body was nowhere near able to house another life.
the same day i did that, me and my cousin came home, and i was still in the effect of the drugs, and i was crying all day and all night. i had a dream and a spirit left me and then it was furious of me, it was angered and it attacked me.
days and months passed, i cleaned up my act and went back to world. i finished high school and went into college for basic studies while worked at a office environment.
but for all those years, long after i was through with my addiction, i was taken by this insurmountable pain. and i'd remember every year, at the day i did the abortion, what it would have been like if i kept the baby, how old he or she would be. it's been 20 years now and i still think about it, maybe not as often but it was one of the turning point in my life, in my association with wrecklessness as well as taking another's life.
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