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Hi I am a girl, and when i was 10 i began hearing the first voices, they began small, with only background noises, but soon they began forming real voices, for an exemple: If i was talking with my mom i would hear my farther yell from another rom, though he weren't even in the house, i was like that for about a year i think, but then the voices began commanding me to do things, like for an example Starve yourself or burn yourself, i obeyed(and before you call me weak or anything, you have to understand that i was severely bullied and literally only had one friend, if adults dont count, and the voices were always there for me and by that time i didn't know that they weren't real, so if they said anything i would do as they commanded), Though i didn't starve myself at first, but they also told me that i was fat, so around the time i was 12 i stopped eating normally, it started with me just eating less, but then i began skipping breakfast, then lunch and at last dinner, and in two month i lost 12 kg/26,5 pounds, my mom began realizing what was happening, my parents knew that i had ben struggling with depression ever since i was 11, so my mom just thought that i had lost appetite, but again had to realize that i had Anorexia, because i denied eating i was hospitalized, in the hospital i would often get a tube down into my stomach where they would give me food through.
After three months i began eating and i got released from the hospital, then i told my mom that i heard and saw people that no one else could, she told this to my psychologist, but her and my father told me that everyone somtimes hear voices, and that we might could use it for something.
But no matter how cooperative i was nothing helped, it continued this way, and though i once could go to school, this nearly became an impossible quest, so it ended up with me actually getting a diagnose, and i was actually diagnosed by several doctors, wit severe schizophrenia, so i got pills and they helped a lot, now i actually do feel better, i can go to school and everything, i nearly never hear the voices anymore, i switched school, but if i hadn't been listened to then i would be dead by now, though i just looked like a girl who isolated herself, i was actually really sick.
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