Anorexia

I love how with every finger I put down my throat I get more and more release I love feeling the constant euphoria Of watching my weight rapidly decrease...

i don't know why i live anymore. im 16, 5'5 and 115 pounds or so. might be more. probably am. i was born into a family of a negligent mother and a drunk alcohol...

From a tender age, I was constantly surrounded by a culture of body shaming. My parents, siblings, and extended family, made countless remarks on their own bod...

i began cutting and punching myself again after 2 years clean. i was also trying to recover from an eating disorder and completely relapsed 2 months ago. i star...

dear God and Universe, give me light, hope, guidance and strength to overcome my situation, to find peace and wellness, I want to feel alive again, I want to ge...

i dont know what to do right now i planned to kill myself tomorrow what do i do im turning 12 and had this all planned out but now im doubting this stuff i trie...

I'm doing better now, really. Yeah I'm afraid of salad dressing and oil but I'm doing better now, really. I know I hate myself after eating but I'm doing...

Sickened.. You've struck me down, friend. Thought life was wrong, friend.. And wasn't it? Wrong, that is? Fallen... You've led me to the edge, love. Skin...

Peppermint tea tastes like an eating disorder. It smells like distress and sadness. Its warmth feels like the deep coldness that was once in my bones. I may no...

Bite.....ironic. So many bites it took to get here, past the point of the recurring relapses and to actually eating. Now, what I dread, instead, is the chom...