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I'm in Gymnasium, the highest level of education in a school in Germany and it's okay. Everything is okay. I was average but now, looking at my new test results, I'm below average and it is so frustrating because I used to go to an international school where I got certificates and was an honour roll and director's list student. My parents are divorced so I don't want to make things harder with my average and below average grades and I don't want to disappoint myself either. I miss my old school, my old country, my mom. I miss the pretty girl I used to be. Aging has made me so unattractive. Everything is too much, nothing I'm doing is enough and those that need me are overseas. I try so hard to make it here but goddamnit I can't. I'm doing after school activites to make everything better and if I were to step out of my body, I bet that I'd look great. Helping refugees, volunteering for the church, an international background and Gymansium nonetheless (even if my "Durchschnittsnote" isn't even 2. something). The only person I can't please is myself.
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