LOML

Inch by inch I work my way toward my goal. I feel the clock ticking away day and night, anxious to get something done. I become angry with myself because of my self doubt, and begin thinking there isn't anything worth fighting for. My biggest obstacle has always been my self. I've been the one holding myself back from reaching my full potential. The external battles I fight are nothing compared to the war being faught internally. People believe in me, and the inner struggles I have affect their lives too. It's not just me; I'm not all alone. But I still feel a void in my heart. Like I'm missing a giant piece of myself, the same feeling I've had since childhood.

Every day I'm waiting for a miracle. Some days it's hard to stay positive and believe that my life will be filled with love, but I feel it in my heart that I will find the love of my life. It's all I've ever wanted.