Not my first post

"To my other side"

that is my first post.

He's starting to peek through at times. I haven't figured out how to kill myself without killing Me too. He left me a few messages. "What is wrong with them?"

"Are you breathing?" "How much longer?" "I can smell the leaves." "The toe, what's wrong with it?" just to name a few. I don't know if this is when i nap or sleep. I don't know how he has a separate phone I don't know about that he texts me from. This side of me is trying hard to come out now. He's never tried before. I'm scared because some of the things he says doesn't sound like Me. Cold...angry...not the sweet kid I left him as. Something is terribly wrong. I was afraid this would happen.