I feel better.

So this ex of mine(My first and last boyfriend) had cheated on me with one of my friend (X). We were bestfriends for 5 years and our relationship of 4 years was very good, magical. But he screwed up. Then he didn't talk to me for 1 month straight after our breakup (which was very sudden). And I was given no explanation.

So.. since two days he has been calling me at night and we talk about normal stuff except today.

Today we confronted each other about our breakup. He apologized. First, he asked me for relationship advices because X is doing exactly what he did to me. He said he feels a guilt about what he did to me. He said he was sorry. At first I said to him "Oh, everything that you did to me is happening to you" but then I told him that I didn't want to be in relationship anymore so we might as well be friends again because we were so good as besties. He said yes we could be friends. I also askee him to forget about our past and that he should forget about his guilt feeling. I know after our talk he must be feeling more guilty hearing how good I still am to him even after what he did.

And so I have become the bigger person here. I forgave him. I feel better as a person.