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December 10, 2017
3 hours ago · 0 · depression, +2
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I don't know what my mom thinks of my undiagnosed depression. Everything she does to 'help' me always makes me feel worse. I tell her that she's not really helping and she just.... angers up. She is the reason that made me feel this way; (depression). Or at least i think so. Recently i found out that you can find out who or what makes me feel the depressing emotions by thinking back to the times where i felt like that i wanted to......... just.......DIE.
I remembered why i thought that way. Its because i feel so ...useless, and if you werent aknowledged/well known, your life would be a comeplete waste. I i lost a bit of my eyesight and evrey time i go to the eye doctor, my mom would always scold me. It made me feel scared. I was afraid if my eyesight got worse.
At the point that i might go blind, i would kill myself.
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