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I’ve never felt more empty than do right now. Why don’t I matter to anyone? I ask God everyday to take me cause there’s no point of me living anymore. I always imagine hurting myself in some type of way but, never tried to yet. I’m at my breaking point. I’m numb.
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ReplyWhether the people around you fail to show their appreciation for you or not, you are still valuable. It hard when you feel like you're very existence is being rejected, and that maybe you are better dead than alive, but I assure you that it's not true. You need to go out and do what makes you happy in life. Your value as a person does not change depending on how people see you. God has a great plan for you, doing things you love surrounded by people you love and who love you. Just hang on. I know firsthand what you are going through. But just hang on.
People will fail you, but God never does. I don't know what causing your numbness, but you need to be able to understand your worth. One of my favorite movies that kinda relates to this is a movie called "A Little Princess" (1995) it's not as old as it sounds, but please watch it. (maybe you won't like it as much if you are a dude, but that's the best movie I could think of..)
I don't know you personally but I can tell you things won't always be this way, you'll find a way out into the light. Just seek God's love and comfort and it will give you the strength to carry on. I hope to feel you happy and content in the future. You can make this!
ReplyI feel the exact same as u. I'm always here for a chat if u need it Xx
ReplyPlease do not hurt yourself trust me all it does is make you feel worse and make you feel stupid for doing such a thing and later on when you look at the scars it will be hard to move on seeing them. You do matter you are a person in this world who, if you don’t have anyone else, has at least 1 person who cares for them that being me. Pain is temporary what your feeling may seem permanent but it’s not over time things get better you will build new relationships find new friends a partner maybe but hang in there don’t let go
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