rant

Growing up you make so many mistakes and i can't begin to explain mine. My mistake is the reason I'm so distant with everyone in my life because im being taken away from the one place i'm truly happy at. Every night is the same damn thing i go in my room to cry and verbally abuse my mother because she is taking me out of the one place i can have a few hours of true happiness. The funny thing is i started to destroy my walls to let her in but i guess i was wrong to even think i could let someone in. if you want to take 30 steps back then that's fine but i hope you remember what all those steps back are filled with.