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Everybody wants to be loved. They all search for that exhilarating breath-taking feeling all early love has. They yearn for that contentment of having someone regardless of whatever the universe throws to them. However, love is also the cause of many deaths. It is the reason why people build walls and prefer to not feel. It can turn into madness if left unchecked.
I had my fair share of love, and everytime they left me because I wasn’t good enough— or that’s what they made me believe. I wasn’t the right person, I did not have the compatible religion, I had a dark circle around me that sucks all the positivity. There is always something wrong with me and not with them.
I always believed that love is gamble— and everytime I played like there was no tomorrow. Like that casino patron who doesn’t know how to stop. I laid all my cards, gave over a hundred percent and dedicated everything to the people I loved. I played like that, each and everytime. Still they left because I wasn’t enough.
They said that if you give too much people would take you for granted. If you were always available they won’t see your worth. If you light yourself on fire to keep other people warm you’ll eventually burn up and turn into ash. They were right. When love left, I was broken, each time alone picking the remnants of my heart I tried to give away.
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