I miss you

The most beautiful boy I’ve ever seen. The one with the pretty brown eyes, and perfectly messy hair.

With a smile that makes my heart melt and shatter at the same time.

A pure, loving boy.

With an angelic voice that sends chills up my spine.

The only person who ever made me feel understood.

The one person keeping me sane.

You and your crazy lifestyle made my life so much better.

The long nights spent getting high with you, looking at the stars from your roof, passing out next to each other on your couch.

Without you I feel nothing.

Nothing but pain, anger, and depression.

Pain that you’re gone.

Angry that I couldn’t do anything about it.

Depressed that I will never see your smile or hear your laugh ever again.

You are gone forever.

And I am left behind wishing that I could join you.

I can’t seem to comprehend that you’re never coming back.

Whenever I play a video and hear your voice it’s like you’re right beside me.

It’s like when I wake up tomorrow you will be outside, smiling brightly in your crazy outfits. You were so gorgeous, so angelic.

Why did you have to be taken so soon.

It was too soon...