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I was diagnosed with breast cancer about a year and a half ago, and ever since then my life has become unrecognizable to me. From loosing all my hair (my hair, my eyebrows, my eyelashes...). Then a mastectomy. And let’s not forget the endless medications, self injections. It’s just been a nightmare.
Most people’s family and friends would be helpful. Not mine. I’ve never been more alone in my life... and it’s mostly because I am too pathetic to leave an abusive relationship. As of cancer isn’t hard enough to get through, I have to do it while having horrendous names screamed at me, I have to do it while I have objects thrown at me and bruise my already fragile body.
It wasn’t always like this. Before things went south, we were very prosperous and happy. That’s the life i remember. That’s the life i want back. That’s the life i miss...
I’ve endured a lot... but I’m broken and I need help putting the pieces back together.
I’m so scared of this misery and what it might make me do...
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My grandmother was diagnosed with breast cancer she had so much she wanted to live for that she decided to have one of her breasts amputated so she could have about 10 more years.
Even if you can't get the support to go through with an amputation find something worth living for and that might help you get through it.
ReplyThank you 🙏🏻
ReplyBeautiful is what you are.
Yes, hard times leave scars.
Some are small, some big.
You’re so pretty, no need for a wig.
What you deserve is a happy time
But happiness you won’t just find in this rhyme.
You’ll find that soon the better will start,
and all you need is hope from your heart.
ReplyI have stage IV breast cancer metastasized to my bone. Mastectomy, ovary removal, bone biopsies, vertebral fractures, injections, pills, and my new side effect, exposed jaw bone in my mouth from one of my medications. I planned my whole life and stayed healthy, never sick, no cavities, good job, and was just thinking about early retirement when all this happened two years ago. I’m still in my 40s. I try to keep busy because the cancer thoughts creep in when I am not. I can’t stand listening to people complain about anything anymore. I also want my life back.
Sounds like you probably aren’t terminal.....get rid of that loser and go live.
ReplyI know you are stronger than you think, because few people could be able to get through this. Basically I don’t know exactly how this site works because I’m new, but I know how it feels. I’ve experienced a lot of pain and without having a hand of help. Just try to do things you have never done before and I know it’s so hard, but every day write somewhere what new you want to do tomorrow. Even something so little.
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