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Found out I was touched as a child today.
Soooo, way to start the new year huh! I'm 23 (M) and i found out for the first time today that I was touched inappropriately as a child at age 6/7. Person t...
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Unpacking my ptsd
I started questioning God when I understood the gravity of my moms famous quote that I know all too well “There are no perfect people, I know one perfect pers...
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Self-Compassion, or Lack Thereof
As I lay across the chopping block, I watch as the cleaver is sharpened. Slowly, slowly it drags across the cutler. I don't understand why this is happening....
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Dealing with Childhood PTSD
I am currently on therapy to solve traumas and it has not been easy. I have been falling into a very depressed state lately and I have suicide considerations. L...
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Memories...
I remember standing at the door about to go home. Not wanting to go home. Home was bad. No place for a kid. Yet I grew up there. In the trenches. But I felt saf...
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Once upon a time...
Once upon a time there was a momster. And she waited for dad to be away. Then she would strike. And the poor little princess was never safe. The momster said sh...
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Hopeless Unromantic [tw: f'd up]
The little boy wasn't safe. Multiple older women really forced him to do sexual things with them. He was broken so much. Now there is no healing. Now there is n...
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Who gives a
I hate this life in one very specific way. It is the agony of this experience which hurts so badly, that all I can do to keep my sanity is to hate it.and yet th...
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Stuff I Can't Openly Admit Without A Panic Attack
I feel very bad because girls don't often seem to be attracted to me. And I feel very ashamed and humiliated by this. It feels like I am not very good or desira...
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my ptsd is preventing me from enjoying normal things and i wish my unc...
when i was 5, my uncle took me to his bathroom and made me jack him off. this continued weekly for about 9 years till i was 14, and it would escalate to the poi...