Recovery

I was 13 in 1989. It was early evening, just past the time when daylight had faded. The blue AMC Concord pulled into the Carrows parking lot. I sat in the back,...

I wake up eager to begin my day: prayer and meditation; to do list reading and studying; take a break for self-care; meetings; eat; read, videos or checking in...

The fucking nightmare of dealing with an actual narcissistic and possibly sociopathic piece of work, along with their brainwashed flying monkeys couldn't get th...

Bite.....ironic. So many bites it took to get here, past the point of the recurring relapses and to actually eating. Now, what I dread, instead, is the chom...

Since Lockdown 2020, life has never felt the same. - I'm in a perpetual state of philosophising about existence. - I can't complete a full piece of work witho...

I’d never planned on making it to my 20s. After that happened, I was in a kind of uncertain haze. No emotional stability, still seeing suicide as a backup...

...and it still affects me every day. To be honest, I don't know what I hope to get from this, but hope that putting it in text will help me (or anyone else, p...

first things first I wanna keep this light-hearted. my big mentally ill need for approval and control manifests in this balls-to-the-wall savior complex, where...

Lately I've either been eating less than i should or eating too much but it's rare if i eat too much. I've lost a lot of weight, And I've been drinking only wat...

"You don´t need their approval", he said. as if it was easy, as if he was right. and it is not but he is. Just need a little help with the...