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To all the people that want to end their lives, and to all the people that just need to talk
Lets just talk about anything other then your pain,
tell me something about yourself but leave out your pain, leave out anything painful and tell me something good,
Tell me about your animals, or tell me what your favorite movie is anything, or if you like cartoons no shame in that,
or if your in to anime or manga, no shame in that either, and the list goes on and on
Let just try to connect with one another here, Lets share what we feel other then Pain,
and if you need to talk about your pain cause no one will hear you out I will,
When talking to me put this so I will know you are talking to me and not someone else
-Lets-Spread-The-Luv
I may not get back to you right away But trust me I will get back to you.
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Cheers
ReplyLets-Spread-The-Luv:
You have anything you want to talk about anything at all BackAlleyPhilosopher and I mean anything.
ReplyWell no not at the moment. Got everything out in a post earlier. Thanks though, glad to see someone using there posts to extend a hand to others. Keep on doing you my friend!
ReplyThank you BackAlleyPhilosopher and what was your last post about if you don't mind me asking.
ReplyLets-Spread-The-Luv; Here. BackAlleyPhilosopher I would like to know a little bit about you, what makes you want to help people.
ReplyWell in response to your first question. My post was about a women I knew a few years back. If you're up for the read it titled "Here to Mars" in the Thoughts section.
What makes me wanna help others? For me personally, I hate seeing people hurt or suffering. I just want them to know they won't go unnoticed and there's always someone out there. And if I can't make them happy, I'd like to share the burden. I guess its my belief that no one ever should have to be alone in their darkest times.
Now I ask you, what drives you to help others?
ReplyBackAlleyPhilosopher I'm sorry you will have to give me a min you are making me cry.
sorry
ReplyNo worries. I have nothing but time
ReplyWow you are a very sweet Guy, I'm hoping I guessed that right lol if not i'm very sorry
ReplyYes you guessed right haha and thank you. I definitely give it my all, even if I feel I could do better. Everyone deserves the sincerest.
Replywell can you guess me lol
ReplyOh joy. Just what im not good at. Guessing. Haha um are you also a sir? Or ma'am? Again I'm terrible at it
Replylol lol lol lol
ReplyLets meet halfway and say I got it 50% correct
Replyok fine lol
Replywow you are too funny i'm a girl. lol
ReplyWell sorry ma'am. See I'm good at Guessing. Got a solid F
ReplyNah we will make it an A+ just because your funny sweet and charming.
ReplyThank you for humoring me. And I try my best, if I managed to make you're night a bit better, then I did alright.
ReplyYou absolutely have made my night better.
BackAlleyPhilosopher lol I bet I made you blush lol
Thats great that I could.
Novni Guest, yes you flattered me. Thanks for that, I needed a smile.
Replylol You bet ya any time, I bet your hansom.
Lol I have a name you just cant have it ahahahaha
ReplyWell I couldn't say myself but thanks for the thought.
Well this is an anonymous writing site. Its definitley be wrong of me to ask, so Ill stick with Novni Guest
ReplyIt's not wrong to ask me, with a pretty please I might just give you my name.
ReplyI appreciate the gesture haha but if rather not compromise your anonymity.
ReplyIt's fine no biggy for you sure
ReplyIf that wasn't the answer you wanted, I'm sorry.
ReplyMaria is my name you big goof
ReplyHello Maria!
ReplyHello Mr Hansom BackAlleyPhilosopher
ReplyLets-Spread-The-Luv; Here.BackAlleyPhilosopher
I was builled every single day, and I wanted to kill myself as many, I knew what it felt like to be at your weakest point and not have anyone to talk to or help you though it,
I felt lost as many do, I just started liking myself a year or so ago, I guess you could say I was believing the builles, and thinking I was a nothing that would never be loved, or every be able to love any one truly, for the longest time I couldn't feel I felt so numb I couldn't love myself or anyone around me I felt so dead inside, I felt as if I was a zombie just going though each day hurting more and more, sorry BackAlleyPhilosopher if I took to long to write to you, I couldn't stop crying I was so touched with what you wrote to me.
ReplyIts ok to cry. If you can feel something so strongly that it causes a physically reaction like tears, then understand the kind of strength it takes to allow that reaction to manifest.
I understand. We're all victims of some kind of suffering. But like I always say, it never matters what kind of pain you go through, pain is always pain. We have our limits and try as we might, we can't do it alone. We all need someone else to let us know its ok, because we spend everyday with our own thoughts and know them like the beat of our hearts. But a friend, family member or even a stranger on a site like this can really make the difference.
No matter what the world tries to tell you, know that you're your own special achievement. You're blueprint is one of a kind because despite the vastness of the world, there will never ever be anyone in it quite like you. Besides, its a nicer view with you here.
So don't be afraid to feel sad or cry when you need to. Just never forget, you are NOT alone. We are always here.
Like I said I have nothing but time and making an impact in someone else's life, no matter how small, makes this all worth it.
Replywow I am amazed at how amazing you are wow I feel very Dumb compared to you wow, but I bet I still made you blush, Just had too lol its cute.
we are both adults here so don't feel bad BackAlleyPhilosopher
ReplyNope. You're not dumb at all so don't say so. You're trying, it's only be dumb if you assumed someone was better off alone. Your a smart woman with a huge heart.
ReplyWow dang their has to be a single pringle looking to mingle and she needs to be looking for you. wow you are amazon, as I said I bet your as hansom as hansom can get wow Dang you need to write poetry I luv poetry you definitely need to write it dang you are very good, wow you just melt my heart every time you write,
ReplyThanks for your kind words, it means a lot to me. And I'm not in any rush to lose my single status. Despite my cheerful status I do have my fair share of problems that is rather not have someone else have to deal with them until I know how to myself.
ReplyI'm sorry to hear that but dang you would make a fine boyfriend/husband
and any girl would love you like crazy,
ReplyHow old are you if you don't mind me asking? I'm guessing 30s maybe
ReplyIf have to disagree, but thank you still.
What time is it for you?
ReplyAm I making you feel uncomfortable
If so do let me know I'm only trying to make you feel more alive
and what do you mean By what time is it for me?
ReplyI'm actually 23 but thanks for the flattery. Wish I was a bit older. And its fine. You're not making me feel uncomfortable. There's just times I'm not sure if I'm responding right. And what i meant was, what time is it wherever you may be. Its 2:16 am for me.
Reply3:20 AM for me and i'm 22
Maria is my name
and why do you wish you was a bit older? and your answering fine
you need to kind be a goof once in a while, Let loose enjoy me flattering you.
I bet you get it alot girls flattering you.
ReplyHello again Maria.
I just feel like people would take me more seriously if I was older. It'd help if I looked the part to.
I guess you're right. Sorry, I just don't wanna disappoint anyone. But I'm glad I haven't yet.
I wouldn't know. I'm that guy who listens to music when out in public and prefers to be alone with my thoughts. When I'm on here its easier to talk
ReplyOh my goodness are we twins cause I do that too,
Lol hope not lol cause if so I made my twin blush lol, I really don't have a twin but we could be.
ReplyYeah definitely. Thatd be cool to have a twin.
Hey if you wanna get a holdbof me. You can comment on my posts and ill be notified. If you ever need to talk ill be there.
"Where is it Going?"
"Notes in Constellations"
"Never Knows Best"
"Summer Shudder"
"She is Away"
"Memories in a Bottle"
"Hello Me, From Me"
"Sunrise and Cigarette Smoke"
All in the Thoughts section.
Just leave a comment and ill get back to you whenever I can. I'm probably gonna sleep now. Haven't slept since Monday and I'm feeling the fatigue. Thanks for giving me some company. And I hope I did the same for you.
Blessings of the moon on your journey and cheers, Maria.
Replysweet dreams mr hanson and I will talk to you soon,
Wow an you really should not do that to yourself you really need your rest,
and May God bless you and help you on your journey of helping his people,
Nighty night sleep tight don't let the beddie bugs bite
ReplyThank you, you are so very sweet, and I still bet you hansom,
and good night you Goof sleep tight don't let the beddie bugs bite
and may God Bless you on your journey of helping his people.
and May God be with you thought the night until you wake to the morning light.
Maria siging off.
ReplyHun listen up if they want help they are going to hear you out, and if they don't they are going to block you out, it don't matter if your an old wise geezer or not, or if your 23 if they are looking for help they are going to hear you out.
most of them have it in their head they want to die as I did but they don't really they just want the pain to end.
ReplyHere to Mars I loved it it was touching,
and if she ever heard your name i'm sure she would know who you are.
Reply-Let’s-Spread-the-Luv
That’s really tough. Nothing seems enjoyable when things are down so I’m gonna go with getting drunk. To add in the pain(you said I could!xD) I’ve been getting drunk every night so I can forget about bad things and open up. It seems like nothing is enjoyable it’s just a distraction to speed us towards our death but when I drink I can laugh and enjoy things and just really be the person I was when she fell for me. She’s still with me and I do it for her. It’s kind of forced but so much harder when sober
ReplyLet’s-Spread-the-Luv; here.
Ok for starters tell me what your trying to forget if you don't mind I know it is going to be hard but try to tell me if you can, Yes take it from me for years I was bullied and I had things done to me I want to forget, Nothing sexual or anything like that but alot of things no human should have to go though and you should talk to this guy BackAlleyPhilosopher he is awesome and he will make you feel better Talk him if you please he is a very good hearted man.
Replyi think everything good in my live i turn ugly
Reply*life lol
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