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I want to die. im being completely honest here. I want people to understand my worth. I don't want to be a pushover. I want them to understand that im a gem and I want to feel appreciated for being here. I want them to understand that when im gone, theres no coming back. so why don't you just appreciate me while im here. care for me a little while I exist. the reason I want to kill myself is to make people understand that I am worth something. you can not keep taking advantage of me like this. especially not if you claim me to be your "loved one". im just going to leave by saying "you don't hurt the ones you love and if you hurt the ones you love, its not really love, stop lying to yourself. GET UP GET SET AND RUN."
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I don’t know your situation, I don’t know how hard it can be. But what I do know is that everyone goes through thoughts like this, I regularly feel this way; sick of being hurt. Even though I don’t know your situation, I can tell from reading this that you are a person full of thought. YOU DESERVED TO BE LOVED, TO BE CARED FOR, TO BE CHERISHED. And I’m here to remind you to perserver because yes life can slap you in the face but it will get better and you WILL find someone who truly does care as much as you want/need them too. I think you need to start putting yourself first and surround yourself with positivity, cut the negativity out of your life because it’s a waste of time but it’s also a learning experience. Yes this time may be hard but in a week/month/year it will be good again. I promise. Please never think negative of yourself because even though I don’t know you, I believe in you and care about you. YOU ARE WORTH IT
ReplyI am so sorry you feel this way. I used to feel this way too, all the time, every minute, every day.
Of course, I don't know your situation, it could be very different, but you remind me of me when I felt that way.
I don't know how I got out of it, I guess I just stopped caring about what other people thought of me, it frustrated me that I couldn't know what went on in their heads. All I knew was what went on in mine. So, I guess I just decided to start loving and cherishing myself, because, I figured, someone at least should.
I don't know if that method works for everyone, but you deserve to be loved, and cherished and not taken advantage of, and if people around you can't see that. Then screw them.
ReplyThank you so much! its good to know that someone understands :)
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