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Hi,
You know when I chose this prompt I thought I'd be able to start writing immediately, and stop whenever my mind was normal again. That doesn't seem to be the case. As I stared at this little text box it came to me that I've spent the last 3 years fixated on what you might be doing, where you are, or who you are with. Tormented, sometimes for days, with constant memories of our time together, but not once did I think about what I would say to you the next time I see you, if I ever do. You know, some people say reality is only a matter of perception, and I'm starting to believe that now because since you left there hasn't hardly been a trace of you in my reality. The only thing keeping me believing you were even real in the first place is the occasional time we in town at the same time, and I see you car in your parents' driveway. So what do I say after those 3 years? I guess the first thing should be I'm sorry, an no I'm not trying to be petty. I've spent a lot of time thinking about what went wrong, and I think I have a good idea now. I won't go into it here, but I just want you to know I had zero intentions of letting someone come between us. If I were to ever see you face to face again, there's so much that I would want to tell you. I wouldn't though. You see I don't want to suck you in again. In the time that you've been gone, I've realized some things. I need you way more than you need me. Correct me if I'm wrong, when you left you said I was supposed to fix you, when in reality you needed a ratchet wrench and I was a pair of vice grips. I was willing to tell you anything to keep you with me. You were everything to me. You left, and when you left it's like you took my words with you. From the time you said to goodbye to this very moment I don't think I would be able to find the right words to say. These aren't it. That's why they're going here and not being said to you.
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ReplyCrazy how your imagination does that right? It's like your own mind is against you haha
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