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I'm drunk. I'm stressed. I've missed every deadline. Will I graduate, pass my classes, ever get past this point in my life? It feels like I've been stuck in a hamster wheel. Repeating classes. Repeating thoughts. I've burnt myself this week just to punish myself and snap myself back into reality. I haven't done that in years. I dream of jumping off the pier to drown. My boyfriend is throwing up blood. My parents are selling pot to make ends meet. The house has been falling apart and we've spent thousands trying to maintain it. How could I possibly be in charge of struggling teens when I can't even control my own life? In general, I just don't want to bother with struggling anymore. I'm struggling to succeed. I'm struggling to get moving. I'm struggling to find a reason why I should put any effort into anything. There are so many more ways I could go through or stop life that'd be easier.
(I think what I hate most about this is how generic it all sounds. Everybody had heard this BS before. And yet here I am acting as if it's worth writing down.)
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Hey, I understand its hard for you and no, its not so common ti face this. Trust me, you need to talk it out to someone (possibly a stranger who wont judge you) and take out all the stress. Life is beautiful dear. You need to be positive.
Everything will be fine:)
Replyit is worth writing down. your story matters just as much as everyone else. you matter and you deserve to express these feelings without any shame. You are amazing you just have to see it in yourself
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