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I have people conspiring against me.
They won't stop following me out in public places and wherever I go, soon after they follow my location. I would go into a quiet or unknown store and suddenly a bunch of people come all at once. It's always the same pattern that I keep noticing with these people, strangely enough it's never the same people and it's always different.
I get that they'll be strange people here and there but, this way happening way to often for strangers to behave this way towards me.
It had thrown me off because it never happened to me before and it doesn't stop. I don't know how long this has been going on, but now that I think of it, I do believe it's been happening longer than I thought. It's hard to find a reasonably good explanation and not sound like a crazy person, but I know these experiences weren't in my head.
When I was going to school, people have behaved so strangely around me and I thought maybe they're having a bad day. Eventually things were become more odd and I was beginning to wonder if rumors were going around about me.
I couldn't understand why people just treated me one way and the next it was something else.
I was able to tell how others treated me compared to everyone else and it wasn't the same.This has been more intense and going on for 3 years since the end of 2016.
I don't know what to do about it anymore, not sure what's really going with my surroundings anymore and understand why this is being done to me. These people won't stop invading my privacy and my life. Both in public and online, even giving me hints and indirectly sending me messages on Novni. I feel like people have been psychologically manipulating me, that I don't know what is what anymore and I feel like I'm going crazy. I often see that people are lying to my face, pretending to care and hiding the truth from me. It's like some twisted game and I don't get to be part of it, but I'm the target.
i have been paranoid and losing my mind thinking there's fraud or identity theft involved. I have had panic attacks in the past in the middle of the night thinking someone wanted to hurt me, when nobody is there. I would always have to be vigilant because I don't know if something will be done towards me because of this. There's so much uncertainty and I'm tired of people just not telling me what's going on if they know something. I often feel like people are getting away with doing me deliberate harm and I get harshly judged "punished" for things I never intended to cause harm.
It's not fair and all I ask is to live in peace, but not even that's possible.
I barely leave the house and go out in public because I'm constantly worried that I will be followed again. Hardly live my life anymore productively and I haven't been able to function ever since. I haven't been able to work and go to school anymore because I ended up dealing with some odd fucking situations like this.
I also have other matters within my own life too to deal with, on top of everything else going on. It's causing me a great deal of distress and nobody fucking cares or understands when I tell them something isn't right. It had made my issues worst and I have felt extremely uncomfortable by it all. The things people have done, behaved and treated me has made me push my self away from others. I just kept thinking people were playing games with me and my life.I've already suffer trauma in my past and this had made me worst than I ever was before in my life.I have been dehumanized bt anyone before but these people have and still continue to do whatever it is they're trying to pull.
It's as though the tactic is made to intimidate and I don't understand why this is being done to me. It fucking traumatized me to the point where I can't trust anyone anymore and I don't want to trust anyone. I keep on questioning everyone's who has ever been in my life motives and isolated myself. It's sadistic what is being deliberately done and sick of the fucking bullshit. I have been wondering for the longest time why someone has it out for me and if they've done or doing this out of spite. What ever the motive is, it's causing me a great deal of trouble and its becoming detrimental for my well-being.
It has destroyed me as a person and I lost myself. I've become this frustrated and angry person because I can't get away from this.
Never have I ever been suicidal until this started to happen and I cannot take it anymore.
I don't want to put up with more shit than I already have to recover from. This makes me feel incredibly trapped because I don't have money to run and do something about it. I wouldn't know where to begin without ending up in a mental hospital.I do get the feeling that these people are taking advantage of me, sabotaging and ruining life.Tired of people who are constantly mentally verbally, emotionally, physically abuse towards mea and get away with it.I don't feel safe, comfortable and relaxed anymore.
Don't know what to think of the entire situation and do something about those who are conspiring against me. All I can see is they won't leave me alone, nobody will believe me and I need help to put an end to it.
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