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I Never Got To Tell You
7 months ago · · Getting things off my ch..., · Explicit
Hey A, how are you and B? Is he still a dick?
Remember when our friendship was the most important thing to you. I remember when we first became friends in 6th grade in middle school, we were inseparable. Then we went to high school and at the end of freshmen year, you got with B. Did he ever tell you he tried sleeping with me or got a boner around me in front of all his friends. Of course, he did. Remember our sophomore year how you kept inviting me to threesomes after he raped you.
I told you when he pinned me down and told me he'd forced me and you claimed he didn't mean it or he was just playing around. He raped you soon after remember. He took your innocence because he couldn't have me. He took you from me to hurt me. I remember when he asked if your 10/11-year-old sister could join you two and how you laughed it off believing that he was joking. I got my boyfriend our senior year E, I told him I was uncomfortable with sexual things and explained my history to him involving B, he made B leave me alone and you went with him.
I hope one day you will realize that he will never kill himself if you leave him and someone else will love and want you even if you are 'damaged goods'. You were my best friend for 6-7 years, you were his girlfriend 2-3 years during this time, but I wish you nothing but the best. I miss you from time to time but I have pride and dignity so I won't converse with you not while he is still in your life.
Take care A
I'll be thinking of you from time to time.