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I don't know what to write. Where should I start? Hello, my name is Caitlin and I need to get my shit together. Sorry that's blunt but it's true, I thought getting a part-time job would help but it's only made me worse. It's only made me more confused about my future job status. for some reason, I've always thought I wanted to be a teacher as soon as those words leave my lips people either think I'm too dumb to try be something else or "omg that would so be good for you you love kids" But the truth is I have no idea what I want to do someone asked me what I wanted to be I blurted this out and ran with it ever since, not to be sobby but I've never had a hobby ha that rhymed, I've never found something I really love I try something and give up because I'm a lazy excuse for a human, even my workplace see that I'm lazy and if I don't get let go before I give in my notice I'll be shocked, to be completely honest I'm just really lazy , I'm so lazy it's pathetic I don't want to go to uni in conclusion I'm lost and life is going to fast but no one ever thinks to stop and ask how is Caitlin doing? what a lovely girl she knows what she's doing, I never get invited to party's I've never participated in your typical teenage experiences because everyone forgets I'm here I'm invisible I always have been.
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Hello Caitlin, i'm not sure if i can help but i can atleast say that i can really relate to what you are saying. I have no idea what i'm going to do with my life. I feel like i'm to dumb to do something that takes a lot of work and also to lazy. I hate being lazy, I really do and i hate when people say that i'm lazy because i dont want to be that, i want to be smart and productive but i dont know how. My only advice is that, life goes on. You don't have to work somewhere fancy and make alot of money, you are going to survive either way, there are thousands out there feeling just the same way. You might feel like the future is hopeless but the future is going to happen either way, so just try to relax sometimes and know that things will work out, even if you end up working at subway or something. Sometimes i even feel like thats my goal, to work at some weird fast food chain or something because how bad can it be? I don't even want a job that takes up all my time and who cares if i make a lot of money, just so much that i can like survive. It's going to work out in the end, i think, i'm also just a confused teenager lol.
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