I give up and i want this whole situation to be over.

I believe that I've been taken advantage of and abused by others.

I think i'm a victim of multiple crimes being committed against me and i don't know how to prove it.

People responsible are hiding behind something and getting away with it. I've reached out to friends and family for help but nobody believes me, or they can't help me.

I believe a sadistic hacker has fucked up my life and took what little i have had left of my life.

I'm sick and tired of people messing with my life. I cannot do this anymore being abused and dehumanized for no reason.

I really want to kill myself and take my child with me because it's never going to stop.

I don't even think there's a way out of whatever is being done towards me and at this point, i have no will to live. I cannot live being abused by others and they fucking get away with it. I don't feel safe anymore with these malicious people and I don't know who is truthworthy within my surroundings. I've been made out to be considered a crazy and a horrible person for losing my composure.

Tired of fighting those who are against me and ruined my life.

Nobody wants to tell me what's going on and tell me the truth to expose the emotional, financial, psychological and other abuse that's being done towards me.

I'm losing it and i can't do this anymore.

It's never going to stop until I'm dead because nobody cares.

I had enough of the mind games, lies, false allegations and all the horrible shit that these sadistic people have and are doing towards me.

I don't even know what i did that justifies me deserving to be abused and terrorized like this.

I just want a gun and then it's all over.

I want it all to be over.

I fucking give up.

_-Jas