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TW: fatphobia, eating disorders or smth (I don't have any disorders I think, but it could trigger someone with them)
I'm a 18yo male, height 160cm and weight (last time I checked was like) 62-63kg I think
Lately I've been losing some weight. I haven't checked my weight tho, but now my pants don't fit me like before and everyone says i look tinner
Honestly I feel better about my body, I think it's the best i've felt about it in all my life
I don't put thaat much effort, I'm just kinda watching what I eat and doing a little of exercise and doing a 16/8 intermittent fasting. I've been doing that since the corona started and I've been losing weight slow but consistently
And that has worked for me, I don't even feel like doing any effort at all, i still eat what i want but i just eat at determined hours (?)
ok the thing is I'm scared that when we go back to normal (and I go to uni) I'll gain all the weight that i've lost, again or get even fatter than before
I know it's not good that I think like this, there's nothing wrong with being fat and I wasn't that fat to begin with, but i've always had a complex with my body (and my face especially)
since i was a kid (around 4-5) I wanted to lose weight haha
anyway even if i've lost weight now my face is still so fat lmaooo
but anyway idk I have like internalized fatphobia i guess bc fat bodies don't bother me, it's just i don't wanna have one lol and the dysphoria doesn't help
I just hope I can maintain my weight when I start going to uni or I think I'm gonna feel really bad about it jdhahajsf
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