Right vs. Wrong

(Trigger warning: self harm/suicidal topics)

Hi guys,

So I have two friends- let's call them E and Y- and recently E and I "reported" Y for self-harming and trying to OD. Of course, Y knows it us, because we are the only ones they told. They blew up at us, as we expected, and though it hurt a bit, all I care about is that Y is safe. Surprisingly, Y forgave me, saying that this is the first time they have ever been mad at me and I never do anything wrong or make them upset. However, Y refuses to forgive E.

I'm stuck in the middle, and Y doesn't want to be friends with E anymore, because they said that was the last straw. Y said they already didn't like E, and this just did it. E can be not a great person sometimes, but I don't think that you should unfriend someone who tried to save your life. Now I'm mad at myself, because I should've been the one to report Y. If I had done that, maybe Y and E would still be friends. I would rather be the one to lose a friend than be stuck in the middle :(

Anyway, nobody is probably going to read this, but if you do just let me know you're here and you care. Thanks. <3